Do you remember that I was struggling with a frozen shoulder?? I have shared in the past how I see health issues these days and just to summarize it briefly here, I see anything that manifests in the physical body as an extension of our feelings and emotions which are created by the usage of the Three Principles Mind, Consciousness and Thought. Our personal mind creates the reality we get to live in moment to moment and our body and everything that happens with it are no exception. Therefore we will never be able to understand the manifestations using the same mind that has created them in the first place.. Knowing that, I have approached my apparent problem with my shoulder (outch!) in a totally different manner than I used to (before getting to know this inside-out understanding).
I resisted having to figure out why or what caused the problem but I was just aware that somehow my thinking was leading to it. Then I left it alone, went about my treatments and whenever I thought about it (which was often because it was very painful) I just relaxed into knowing that on some higher level everything would be resolved. I put my intention out there (I asked "him upstairs" LOL) to wanting to see something that I was not yet seeing clearly and went about my business. Occasionally - when in a very peaceful state of mind - I noticed how the pain and restrictions eased but then always came back when I started to think about it..... It was then a conscious choice to completely leave it to something bigger than myself rather than a "doing", I simply gave myself (and my issue) to life itself knowing that I am okay no matter what.
I resisted having to figure out why or what caused the problem but I was just aware that somehow my thinking was leading to it. Then I left it alone, went about my treatments and whenever I thought about it (which was often because it was very painful) I just relaxed into knowing that on some higher level everything would be resolved. I put my intention out there (I asked "him upstairs" LOL) to wanting to see something that I was not yet seeing clearly and went about my business. Occasionally - when in a very peaceful state of mind - I noticed how the pain and restrictions eased but then always came back when I started to think about it..... It was then a conscious choice to completely leave it to something bigger than myself rather than a "doing", I simply gave myself (and my issue) to life itself knowing that I am okay no matter what.
This morning it suddenly popped into my mind!! At first I couldn't really grasp it, I only noticed I felt so much lighter! It was like somebody had taken off a few tons of baggage I was carrying around with me all the time without me even noticing it! All my body started tingling and I could feel how "things" started circulating around which obviously had been blocked for a long time! And I thought I had already left so much stress and tension behind when I first came across this understanding and now this!!
I somehow had to get my head around what I had really realized and after a while I was able to articulate it.......... it was simply an old belief I must have held a hell of a lot of time and which I know is not true. Nonetheless it had caused this burden I have carried around for I guess well over 30 years......... I couldn't (and still can't) stop sighing, at long last I can breathe deeply!! A struggle I wasn't even aware of consciously but now, what a difference!! All down to ONE single thought!! What it was??
I have seen all my life, everything I did and every person I ever interacted with through the eyes of "I am not good enough" and tried to be better all the time. What a struggle!! I can't thank God enough for this revelation. I'm finally free to be me, just the way I am! God knows, how this is going to change my life (once more through this simple bit of understanding)... fact is the shoulder is 80% back to normal (even the Osteopath confirmed it as astounding this morning!), the rest will heal now in its time, I'm sure, with all this weight off!! ;-)
I somehow had to get my head around what I had really realized and after a while I was able to articulate it.......... it was simply an old belief I must have held a hell of a lot of time and which I know is not true. Nonetheless it had caused this burden I have carried around for I guess well over 30 years......... I couldn't (and still can't) stop sighing, at long last I can breathe deeply!! A struggle I wasn't even aware of consciously but now, what a difference!! All down to ONE single thought!! What it was??
I have seen all my life, everything I did and every person I ever interacted with through the eyes of "I am not good enough" and tried to be better all the time. What a struggle!! I can't thank God enough for this revelation. I'm finally free to be me, just the way I am! God knows, how this is going to change my life (once more through this simple bit of understanding)... fact is the shoulder is 80% back to normal (even the Osteopath confirmed it as astounding this morning!), the rest will heal now in its time, I'm sure, with all this weight off!! ;-)
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